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    January 04

    Back to work

    After a long long holiday, I have to go back to my work. I was afraid of the another whole year of work and life in front of me, which is rountine and lack of supprises. People always expect supprises no matter how realistic they might be.
    A few days ago, I just got an email from a high school classmate, she said" My life in china is boring and exhausting, which cannot compare to your fancy life in States" Yeah, I have been on aboard for a while, but only my hometown can offer me the feeling of home, no matter toronto or NJ, I am still missing Tianjin. The girl sent me email is very innocent and pure, even though we are about the same age, she is still dreaming about the life outside of China, she is well spoiled and luckily happy. We were close friends, she always the one who listens to me and follows my suggestions. Sometimes, I really admire her  blindly tame nature. Ironically, She is about 180cm tall, and always gives others a big sister feeling, however, I am a tiny girl, I always make others think I am very tender. I cannot believe we were best friends. But since I left China, we havenot had much time to stick to each other. Sometimes, I think it is my fate that I always move. I cannot stay in one place for long, I always suffer losing friends, and getting used to the new place, trying to make new friends, then move again, lose all what I have.
     
    hehe, that fate acidentally matches the topic of my blog.
     
    At least, happy new year !